Wednesday, July 27, 2005 Y
hmm hmm.. gt back my chem and pam paper.. gt a B for both papers. Gd..?? i dunno. si min gt 69.5/70 leh! omg..! how did she do it?! though i aimed for juz a pass (D) but somehow i gt a mix feeling. mb i can get a much better grade if i put in more effort ba. well, everyone aim for better grades rite..
[ higher aims = stress ] seriously i stress myself very easily. yes! very very easily.. and tis is one thing i hate most abt myself. aRgh! a small test can stress mi out terribly. the stress i shouldered during sec 4 was billion times worse and tis caused my gastric problem. damn! nv know tt stress can cause gastric problem.. NOW i knoe! becos of tis gastric problem.. i took a lot of MCs and miss a lot of lesson. i think my longest record was 4 days a wk ba. well, most of the ppl love to take MC, mi too! but absolutely not during o'level yr. i can nv forget the terrible feeling.. every bit of food sliding down my throat makes mi wanna vomit. the feeling is unimaginable! *yuck
so my greatest wish is to be stress-free.. will tt day ever come?
and I miss you already
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