life has been pretty alright cos i'm practically doing almost the same thing every week. boring huh..? but work had been boring as usual but was busy lah. kinda hard to link "Boring" and "Busy" together huh.. but i really am cos the work is boring but it's non-stop.. that's what i meant.

yesterday almost spent 12hours out shopping.. heh =p out to vivo and town with st yesterday. finally i got myself an external hard disk! and and and.. it's at a super duper discounted price *smiling from ear to ear* and st got her thumbdrive at a very affordable price too =)
off to town cos we wanted to look for our shoes.. but in the end.. we didn't get any. it's a long story lah.. but st got a top which i felt that it looks kinda nice.

after which, bused down to imm to meet mom. finally bought my heels.. heh.. st, in the end i still chose the other black one =p for the first time, i spent so long in a shop, switching shoes unable to make up my mind. and the amazing thing was that.. the salesgirl didn't give those very irritated or asking-for-trashing look. she's definitely the best role-model for all the other salesperson, especially those with the sucky temper.

had jap food for dinner though i already had jap food with st.. ha.. i survived the whole day with jap food! was extremely full cos i ate half of mom's pig's organ soup as well, and finished both my miso and the pig's organ soup. damn full lah! i didn't notice it untill i got up to walk. felt damn terrible at that time.. almost felt like vomiting. but it's very hard for a soup-lover to resist the temptation of delicious soup lah especially when they are just infront of you within your reach.. right right..? thankfully mom when to jalan Giant before bus-ing home.. or else i guess the soup would have come out from the entrance.. yea.. u know what i mean huh..?

encountered a few inconsiderate people.. made me damn pissed. a group of ladies from *toot* was boarding the same bus with me from orchard and they just kept cutting queue lah! especially for one who was extremely kiasu. pushed and squeezed trying to get up the bus ahead and get a seat. but i stopped her by stretching out my hand to grab the handle. well.. at least she's not that kiasu to that extreme that she push my hand away.
and! she didn't even bother to turn her body to the side when people sitting next to her in the inner seat is trying to alight. what? is her butt stucked to the seat with elephant glue?! or does she think that she's so slim to the extent that an adult can pass through between her and the seat infront? even i cannot lor.

then, 2 inconsiderate man stood, leaning against the 2 handles that leads to the exit. personally i hate people to lean against the handles especially on the mrt cos they are simply restricting people from holding on to the handle, claiming the handle all to themselves.
and what pissed me even more was that.. they are still happily chatting when people who are waiting to alight, trying to get hold of the handle had to turn to other handles which are further away from the entrance.
and they leaned there all the way from orchard to imm.. selfish, incosiderate creeps!

couple of my friends birthday recently and i was kinda guilty cos i missed it. yea... really sorry! you know who you are. glad that they had a wonderful birthday.. which reminds me of those birthday celebrations years ago. can't help but it seems like i don't really look forward to my birthday this year.. mainly because it falls on a weekdays, which means i gotta work on my special day. hur... dread dread dread.. just hope that day would pass peacefully. oh well.. perhaps i should just go to work just like every other day and i guess nothing unhappy would happen ba.. well.. who knows.. maybe a scolding from my supervisor or colleagues would make this birthday a memorable one.. muahahaha..

happened to read my contract once again and actually i'm able to work if it doesn't affect my normal working routine.. argh! this is the result of being lazy.. i missed a high paying job! @#$%8^&6*(~!*

supposed to go for a nparks briefing this morning for a part time job but backed out cos i was told from st that her contract forbid her to have any other job. though i'm not sure about mine, i don't want to end up being fine or something instead of having extra income.. it's so not worth. but! i really hope to get it la cos the pay is 10 times normal pay.. damn high k! 10 times seh!! and the opportunity just brush passed me.. hur.. sad! i was even thinking of it when i happened to "take a break" from my lala land at 10am.. imagine how much i wanted that job.. haha.. but after thinking that it's all over cos it has started and i'm still lying comfortably on my bed.. well.. i went back to sleep =p
thank god i'm not considered as sharon's staff.. or else.. there goes my design "projects".. phew!

i don't know why.. i just got this feeling to work on weekends. okay.. i must be nuts! fancy working on weekends? that's totally crazy.. it's not as if i'm short of money or whatever.. well.. probably i just wanna do something that i'm really interested in plus earning more at the same time.. cos i'm so bored with my work! yea.. i've been saying this lots of times cos i'm really really BORED! seriously i need something during the weekends to spice up my life. perhaps i'm more suitable for outdoor or design work due to the influence from HLM? eh.. don't know lar.. just don't wanna waste my youth away.. ha.. so peeps let me know if there's any lobangs ya =D

since there's no program for today.. went to a levi's 90% discount warehouse sales at aljunied which i came across the ad on thursday newspaper. but before that, off to visit grandma first which was a weekly must-do for mom, then took mrt down. super long journey.. and we were so luckily that the free coach happened to arrived mins after we arrived. but we bought nothing! absolutely nothing cos everything there were huge.. haha. a lot of people drived there.. and there's one couple who even took a cab there.. can't imagine their disappointment when they were there.. haha

off to simei for dinner and went to see puppies at a pet mart. the puppies are so cute!!! most of them are only 2-3months old.. how adorable! how i wish i can bring home a maltase or shih tzu puppy.. ahgugu~

travel a stop to tampiness since we have already travelled that far.. why not? it's only a stop anyway. damn packed with people.. huge puma sales.. 2 tees for only 39.90 plus shoes and bags.. great deal but we didn't even get the chance to touch the clothes cos it was surrounded with "hungry shoppers".. jalan jalan.. one shop assistant actually hide the fact that the heels which she took out from the storeroom was a old one meaning it was a display shoes. tsk tsk tsk.. could have told me it was the last pair wad.. thinking that taking the shoes from a box is enough to deceive me huh? it was only when i was checking the heels and i noticed some differences and the soles are dirtied, as in it's has sign of being wore before.. so i ask for another one, then she say it out.. wth.. i didn't want it even though she said she could make order for me.. and she showed me a very buay song face.. who's in the wrong first man? and don't expect me to travel all the way from west to east just for a pair of heels lor.

what a tiring day.. and yet i'm still blogging here at 2am.. lol
i'm travelling to my lala land.. *echo*

okay.. i'm kinda sleepy now so i guess i keep things short.

er.... ok, out to lunch with the jiemeis at jp.. finally we had our monthly PH gathering though i'm actually suffering from a ulcer on the right side of my mouth pain! after which, off the town with wy while st went to meet her friends and yl off to meet her beau for some uni matters.

merely bought a necklace after shopping for 2 hours at far east.. blehx! wanted to buy a lot of things but none caught my eyes except for 2 heels at mondo.. heh.. but in the end, i still didn't buy any cos i couldn't make up my mind =p

off to je to meet mom for dinner and jalan to imm.. and and and i finally set my mind on a pair cos there's mondo as well =p but! it's more ex cos there's no 20% discount unlike the one at far east.. wth! argh..!

by the way people, great sale at S&K.. all bottoms are selling at 12bucks only!! lelong lelong! bought a jacket.. heh..

while i was on 105, a heart-warming scene happened. there's a kid, probably 3-4 years old, sitting right infront, facing me with his mom beside him carrying his deep-sleeping baby sibling. he was there holding on to his half-eaten lollipop. but for some reason, which i'm not very sure.. he's not eating it. his mom wanted to take away his lollipop but he refused. however, after less then 10mins.. he started knocking off with the lollipop still in his hand, trying hard to keep himself awake though.
that's when his mom use a tissue and wrap + snatch the lollipop from his hand cos it's sticking onto his tee.. and he burst out in tears. he cried so hard that even i feel the ache when i see the big big droplets of tears flowing out of his eyes whenever he blinks.
but, the mommy was very persistent and tried explaining to him.. and that's when the boy said "i'm sorry" in his sweet kiddish voice.. aww.. that's so sweet.. come to think of it.. even a pre-nursery kid knows what the meaning of "sorry" better than some adults.. isn't it something irony..?

i swear i actually wanted to keep this post short.. but...
okay.. i'm off to bed Zzzzzz...

okay.. work has been kinda boring lately. i'm done with my work lah and there's nothing for me to do. boo! but yet, i can't sit there and rot or surf the web though i guess nobody would scold cos dp was on leave for the whole week and supervisor and project leaders were out for course.. i don't want people to talk behind my back la cos i'm still a newbie. so... sian dao~~~ thankfully i'm still able to listen to radio =)

well.. was supposed to be out today with the gals but was cancelled all thanks to the pouring rain this morning. argh! but going out later this evening anyway.. ok la.. better than nothing..

sharon told me that chevron wanted to decorate for deepavali and hari raya.. when is these two festival huh? think still quite long right..?

was reading blogs earlier on.. and some thoughts just played through my mind cold weather makes people emo huh..? should i pursue my dream further? i'm on the verge of giving up but i still have my pinky finger hanging on to it. i don't know leh.. seems like i have a lot of things i wanted to achieve.. and each of them will sort of stop the other from fulfilling.. what to do? am i too ambitious or is it because i'm still unsure of what i want?

my heart sank after seeing your name after 1 year...

i hope i'm not in a triangle..

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