yesterday went to bought a nano after work.. there goes 3/4 of my salary. i would have saved the money if my mp4 wasn't "injured" during work. actually i'm not quite sure how it got smashed.. it's still working fine but it's just that the screen cracked quite badly like "spider webs".. and now it's bandaged with scotch tape.. ha..
mom told me to get a new one cos she's worried that the cracked up screen may cut my fingers.. well.. she said that of cos, cos she's not the one paying it anyway.

and yesterday was the very first time i came across a super duper honest sales assistant. he actually told my mom to go somewhere else to buy the appliance cos that's the only brand available in the shop and it's quite expensive.. and other brands are more affordable. ha.. his boss must be crying his heart out if he hears this.. and of cos, we didn't buy lah =p

alright today, went back to np for clo training. i miss np! hahahaha... everything ended pretty early.. ate you-mee and the standard dropped! aww... what a disappointment.

purposely passed by LSCT garden before going to the library to see how is it progressing and that place is like so...... saiful! why didn't you ask the students to maintain it..?! argh... all the hard work and sweat it's like dripping down the drain.

yes.. after library.. off to clementi with yl to buy cake from bengawan solo. nono.. it's not my birthday nor whatever anniversary.. it's just my craving =p wait for mama and it shall be our supper later.

oh yes! ZA is having promotions now. and i mean BIG promotions.. cheap cheap! things that i bought supposed to be $40 but it only cost my $26..! see what i meant as BIG promotions..?! ladies.. better go grab the stuffs before it's gone =D

it's been 8months..
never did i thought of seeing you again..
at least not for the next 4months..
then you appeared like a gust of wind..
and disappeared.

today bus 52 broke down in the middle of PIE.. can you imagine?! luckily the bus manage to crawl to the left-est lane and i was trapped in the bus for 10-15mins with the other passengers to wait for the next bus 52 to come by. first in my 19 years, the bus that i boarded broke down in the middle of a expressway.. what an experience..

yesterday boss vented her anger on me because she was frustrated with some stuffs and i shut her up with a sentence.. ha.. so proud of my achievement =p

*Poof* it's sunday again! which means working day tomorrow.. hur...

anyway.. yesterday clo was held at BG and it was raining meow and wroof when we were on our way there. it took us more than 30mins to reach there from the bus stop and it's so cooooold!
supposed to be a "workplace safety and health" lesson.. but it kinda ended up like a physic lesson whereby things like ergonomic and what elements contribute to fire were brought up. there's 2 tea breaks in between.. not bad not bad.. but going for lunch break is a chore cos it's a super long walk to the foodcourt. test was stated at the schedule for the day.. but there's no test at all.. just a white lie for us to pay attention during lesson and we completed that module just by doing some assessment during class.. ha! and NUS faculty of law was located inside BG.. now then i know..

well.. the whole thingy ended earlier than expected but by then, it was 4plus. since it's still long before dinner time.. went to town with the girls.. past by Goodwood Park hotel and omg.. it's beautiful! it's literally like a castle in the fairytales.. so elegant! and we were so excited to vote for it for our D&D next year.. ha...

didn't buy anything though there's lots of sales.. mainly because i don't see the need to cos of my working environment and partly because i want to save as much money as possible so i can have shopping sprees after my attachment =p

went to tanglin mall for dinner [mac- wy's all time favourite] then went to meet mom at JE

tiring day which made my legs felt like breaking.

how do i switch off that damn yahoo popup blocker?!?! it's driving me crazy!

i have lost all my mood to blog.

out of the sudden you have disappeared..
where have you gone?

ha.. was kinda touched seeing my taggies.. a little shocked too cos normally my taggies is kinda "dead". i sincerely wanna thanks those who tagged.. at least i know i wasn't fighting alone.. THANKSssss!

just finished reading all the blogs then i noticed almost all my friends faced the same problem. forcing a smile just because we don't wanna offend those people with evil and stinky mouth. wonder who's the one who came out with iap.. blehx.. the idea sucks man! is a way for newbies to get insulted and laughed by the oldies.

well.. come to think of it.. at least my boss and supervisor treat me the best.. that's more important than anything else.. right..?
now i'm a little stucked in between my supervisor and boss. my supervisor wanted me to do something call 'point of sales', which i don't even have a tween weeny idea of what it is all about. but on the other hand, boss still have a few more christmas designs for hotels for me to do. and to be honest, i prefer point of sales cos it's something i don't know so at least i can learn something.. but even my supervisor is afraid of my boss.. so... no choice.

anyway.. boss asked me to go back to work after my attachment to help out for valentine's day. isn't that a bit too early to talk about..? well.. i'm not sure it's for long or just for that period.. but i didn't accept the offer.. neither did i reject it. i merely said "see first ba.." heh... 'hang myself up for sales' first cos anyway i haven't made any decision yet =p

oh by the way.. my boss is looking for poly part-timers to work during nov. workscope will be going to hotels and country clubs to put up the christmas decorations. sounds kinda fun but i'm not sure about the pay. interested parties can contact me =D

there's this year 3 poly student who kept coming to buy bouquets for his girlfriend. came 3 times and he makes me wonder where on earth did he get all his money cos the bouquets aren't cheap. the aunties and uncles kept asking them to come and work as part-timers together with all his friends. and the worst thing is that they were kinda like forcing them to leave their names and contacts tsk tsk tsk...

Dr chitra came yesterday. was glad that she didn't mention about me wearing sandal to work =p and boss told her that she was very happy with me.. ha.. maybe she said that because i was just standing next to them.. muahahahaha...


Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

seems like it's a suay week ahead for me cos the past 2 days have been a sucky one.

yesterday, locker key went missing. all of us just lock the locker and leave the key hanging at the lock cos not many other people would go there and even if there is, it is easily noticed.
i was extremely shocked to see the key missing and it's only MY locker.. the rest of the lockers have their key intact. well.. i'm not sure if it was a accident or..... thought they were playing a prank but it wasn't.
so i tried unlocking it with paper clip that is what always shown on the tv isn't it.. but it didn't work. i gave up and sat there helplessly. not a single soul came to help then.. they just carry on with their flower arrangement wth! and uncle bernard even have his dinner after his arrangement. then, auntie sandee and uncle bernard tried a little and gave up.
helpless me tried again that even the paper clip tear into 2 and my fingers hurt like hell.. eventually the lock turned a little.
then, uncle bernard tried one last time and managed to open the locker. and the entire lock opening session lasted for more than 30mins.

so today.. purposely made a trip to mac to buy coffee for uncle bernard to thank him. gave it to him the first thing i stepped into the office. but he didn't really appreciate it *roll eyes*
then, that auntie sandee commented that even calling a lock smith needs 800bucks really??? and i merely bought a coffee that cost 80cents... well that's because they thought i bought the coffee from neighbourhood kopitiam.
so i ranted that " i purposely went to buy it ok.. and it's not a 80cents coffee that can be bought at kopitiam.. it's from mac!" yes.. i know a regular coffee bought from mac may not be a big deal as compared to those from Coffeebean or Starbucks.. but isn't the thoughts that counts..? so what if i really buy a 80cents coffee from any kopitiam.. didn't i need to make the effort to go and buy..? isn't 80cents consider money..? seriously i regretted buying the coffee to thank him.. and auntie sandee who didn't even bothered to help much still have to cheek to talk so much wth!

and during my lunch break which was around 3pm.. just when the fire in me dies down, they brought up the subject again. and they said jokingly that i have to treat coffees till it's 800bucks a bunch of nuts! well.. all i did was smile idiotically and eat my rice cos i was damn hungry.

why are they doing this when i just wanna thank someone..? is the cost really that significant..? and how much do i earn a month.. not even 500bucks and they dare to tell me to treat them 800bucks coffee..?! they should be grateful that i didn't ask them to treat!
they all ganged up against me.. i don't know if they treat this as a form of entertainment during work or what but it hurts and it makes me boils too.

told my mom about it the first thing i got home. so glad that i have somebody to talk to right at that moment. and she told me to tolerate. cos i have 5 more months to go.. i can't afford to offend anyone of them or they'll make my life a hell.. but it's so tiring to keep faking a smile on the face, pretend to joke when i don't intent to and please them.
guess i'll have internal bleeding soon...

purposely woke up early to watch the video for the clo later in the afternoon. after today.. those tougher ones are done.. can't wait! hope nothing goes wrong later.

yesterday OT till 9.15pm then left office. sian lah.. boss need my designs by mon and some designs need to be sent by fri.. and i can't go back on sat.. so.. OT! isn't fri supposed to be a exceptionlly happiest day of the week.. why do i still have Ot on the "so-called-happy day"..?

was super reluctant cos i haven't study for today's clo.. still.. i stayed cos i can't imagine how she would react when she has nothing to give her clients on mon.. quite poor thing huh.. somemore she said she would buy me dinner and send me home.. but in the end.. she didn't! merely ordered KFC =\ and because of me.. the other staffs got KFC to eat too so they complained that boss is bias.. cos she didn't offered to treat them when they OT.. ha.. what can i say.. can only smile foolishly =D

nursery at night was super eerie.. most part of it are in darkness. reached home around 10plus and slept around 1am cos gotta wait for my hair to dry.

read jun's blog and i'm sorry that i can't give her any advise. i'm facing something sort of but not exactly like hers. lots of paths are infront of me and i'm standing right in the middle of the crossroad not knowing which path to choose..
some decisions are hard to make.

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