hmm.. juz came hme frm ginza after killing my brain cells wif bf. didn't really have the mood to study. but at least tis is the first time i did the engineering tutorial on my own will =D though i onli did 3 qns.. at least better than nth. supposed to go makan at 7, but den becos we stop studying at 5+.. so decided to have a early dinner. crap & laugh alot during dinner.. she really gt some interesting classmates wor.

ok tis morning i really had a freaking experience. it's 3am in the morning. halfway through my lala land, i felt like goin to the toilet =p blah blah blah.. as i wanted to get out of the toilet, i found sth wriggling at the side of the toilet slipper. being half awake, i tot to myself " wat is tt? how come there's a mealy worm in the toilet??? " at tis moment, a freaky 'tail-less' lizard creep right across the floor of the toilet. den i realised the so-called mealy worm is actually the lizard's tail!! EeeEek..!! totally woken up by the wriggling thingy. i tried to use a small bucket of water to flush it to the drain. but mission failed. bf once told mi tt her mum would use hot boiling water frm the shower heater to 'kill' the cockroaches. feelin so desperate & helpless, i tot it might work. so i turn the heater to the maximum thinking tt the tail is doom for nw, and... ... ... wEeEee.. it went down the drain. yes! mission accomplished! *Grin
after all tis.. den i realised tt i didn't turn on the main switch of the heater. -_-" mUhAhaHa..!

yeah.. i'm blogging once again. well, my 'tat' fren said her hp ran out of batt tt day, tt's y i can't contact her & she can't contact mi. but wat abt the calls rejected..? haiya.. forget it. didn't ask her to explain tt. at least still we r 'fren'.

hmm.. think lao tian ye is playing a trick on mi. juz when i was stepping out of my hse, it starts to rain -_-" bobian.. have to bring umbrella lor. den! becos of my frictionless-sole slipper.. muz walk damn carefully like a penguin lidat =p and i missed my bus 189. by the time i boarded the bus 7, it's already 10.30!!! and lesson begins at 11. kan chiong kan chiong liao.
reached BG at 10.47. so happy to see wen yan, siang teng and rui xi still waiting for mi at the bus stop. hoho! den faster chiong to SOH [ School of Horticulture ] with my hair all wet & messed up though i brought umbrella. Y? cos when i was boarding the bus 189. tis idiotic fella infront of mi, held his umbrella high up & dunno for wat reason, refused to close his umbrella! until i step behind him, he den close his umbrella. SO, rainwater pour down frm his umbrella to my head.. aRgh! sounds comical huh..

ok den saw kelvin at the bus stop. tot he didn't bring umbrella, so went to tap on his shoulder & ask if he wanna longbang. den he say he wanna wait for the rain to get smaller den go in. -_-" but it's raining cats & dogs leh somemore it's abt 11 le. oh well, since he did bring umbrella, we didn't care abt him lor =p

chiong chiong chiong all the way to SOH. overcome the obstacles of pools of water & poor drainage tt leads to flood. OMG! can't imagine tt Botanic Garden has poor drainage system.. it's one of the tourist attractions leh.

ok chiong to classroom liao, den Dr koh says lesson starts at 11.15 -_-"

for both classes, onli abt 3/4 of the class turned up. sad case man.. poor Dr koh.. think he gave up on us already. actually i wanted to pon today's lesson too.. but.. pity tt 'uncle' lah =p

i shall stop here.. gtg makan le =D

phew! 2 common tests and 1 presentation are done. haiz... ... comfirm flunk my TXP test. why.. all becos of HER!!!

wah piang.. make mi damn pissed off! i copied the notes word for word, i dun mind lending it to u and i dun expect u to return it to mi the following day. BUT, at least u return it to mi lah. i've lend u for 1 wk ok! & i need to study too. i made the effort to copy the notes, but becos of u, i can't study the notes tt i've lent u for my common test.
u promised mi tt u'll come to sch and pass it to mi, and I TRUSTED U! but i regreted. i'm utterly disappointed. felt betrayed. sms u, no reply. call u, no ans. call ur hse, not at hme.. u even told ur guardian tt u went to sch! and u even rejected my calls too!!! shit u lah.. wat a selfish & irresponsible great liar u r! takin mi for granted?.. u r spoiling our friendship wif ur very own hand.. well dun bother to ask for notes frm mi again.
hello! it's no big deal being dumped by ur bf. it's not the end of the world and the clouds won't fall frm the sky. why do u keep telling ppl 'hey, we've separated' , 'hey, we've separated' , ' hey, we've separated'. muz u announce to everyone.. it's so irritating. we knoe u'r upset, but how can u get over it if u kept thinking abt it. and u kept saying tt u wanna work hard, pass all ur tests, have fantastic results for the sake of him... but u didn't even bother to come to sch! u juz have to take a few minutes to walk to sch leh! den u starts drowning us wif ur worries, i dunno tis chapter, i dunno tt chapter... den u will starts calling us to give u tuition.
where on earth did u come frm.. how can u be so selfish.. u can jolly well stay at hme and hire a private tutor to teach u. we r not ur private tutors. if u wanna stay at hme dreaming abt him and wanna have gd results at the same time, u can forget abt it. ok, if u come for lessons but still can't understand, we dun mind giving u tuition like we did last time. but.. .. u dun wanna come and u expect us to spend our precious time teaching u.. dun u think it's very unfair to us?

finally! i broke down ytd. in the living room, infront of my computer. it was after ur msg ' wah lau.. u very wat sia.. ' dunno y.. suddenly i felt so helpless + hopeless + frustrated + upset + tired and tears came rolling down my cheek. mb partly becos of wat i've said above, my project, report and presentation. mb tt msg was in a kidding tone, but i juz didn't think of it at tt time. i know i shln't vent my anger on u. but u shl knoe mi well enough.. when is the last time i vented my anger on u? or did i ever? i can't recall.. but for wat i knoe, i seldom vent my anger on my frens.. haiz.. but nw i feel so much better le.

the trip to the Vistior Orchid centre is a memorable one.. well, most of us r busy takin pics of the beautiful orchids rather than listening to wat Dr koh r saying. i would say tt was the best TXP practical so far. more of tis pls.. ..

heyhey! another wk past. busy busy busy esp tis few days till thurs. haiz.. gotta do research for my report, IAC project, 1 quiz & 2 common test consecutively frm mon to thurs =< sooOo tired. seriously.. i need a break!!!
well, today's lesson was as usual. managed to pay attention throughout the entire lecture & tutorial. but den went to makan at the Alumin Clubhouse there. at first when we walked in, it's kinda awkward cos it's very much more classy than SIM.. seems like we r not supposed to be there. But who cares! all we wan is to fill our tummies and get goin. quite alot of yummy stuffs there.. chicken curry, seafood beehoon, seafood crispy noodle, pastas, jap set meals, fried rice, ice cream, cakes & etc.. wOohOo..! gotta try all of them! heh.. and most importantly they r of affordable price! not bad not bad.. shall go there more often =D

yeah, i'm back! been pretty busy and tired for the past few days so didn't have the time to update my bloggie.
damn! my gastric problem is acting up again.. must be becos of the change in the weather. i still shiver though i wore jean, tee and a jacket during lecture.. haiz.. actually thurs and fri dun feel like goin for lessons cos not really feeling well but thurs gt quiz. if dun go, by the time i retake the quiz next wk, i would have forgotten those plant names tt r in my mind already. as for fri.. cannot miss my practical oso cos dun have make up lesson for it. well, hope my body is able to tahan for a few for wks till the holiday den breakdown.. and of cos! dun breakdown during my common test wk. tat will be disastrous!
sianz.. comin wed got COMT presentation, but we haven even start doin our powerpoint slides! if onli esther didn't have to go malaysia for tis weekend, i'm sure we can finish it by mon le. and becos of tis i can't go for Jt band promotion day..! HAIZ.. miss those juniors alot.. wonder who r the new batch of committees. mon really gotta chiong for the project le.. wanna join them at west coast park to fly kite leh =D


i really wish to have a time machine
to turn back the time
to the time when u stood beside mi
giving support when i'm falling.
if onli i'm not so muddle-head
i would have taken the initiative
but izzit to late now
or izzit juz the beginning.
sometimes i really hate to have eye-contact with u
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messenge that i'm unable to read
unable to see
impossible to know.

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