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Tuesday, October 09, 2007 Y

seems like it's a suay week ahead for me cos the past 2 days have been a sucky one.

yesterday, locker key went missing. all of us just lock the locker and leave the key hanging at the lock cos not many other people would go there and even if there is, it is easily noticed.
i was extremely shocked to see the key missing and it's only MY locker.. the rest of the lockers have their key intact. well.. i'm not sure if it was a accident or..... thought they were playing a prank but it wasn't.
so i tried unlocking it with paper clip that is what always shown on the tv isn't it.. but it didn't work. i gave up and sat there helplessly. not a single soul came to help then.. they just carry on with their flower arrangement wth! and uncle bernard even have his dinner after his arrangement. then, auntie sandee and uncle bernard tried a little and gave up.
helpless me tried again that even the paper clip tear into 2 and my fingers hurt like hell.. eventually the lock turned a little.
then, uncle bernard tried one last time and managed to open the locker. and the entire lock opening session lasted for more than 30mins.

so today.. purposely made a trip to mac to buy coffee for uncle bernard to thank him. gave it to him the first thing i stepped into the office. but he didn't really appreciate it *roll eyes*
then, that auntie sandee commented that even calling a lock smith needs 800bucks really??? and i merely bought a coffee that cost 80cents... well that's because they thought i bought the coffee from neighbourhood kopitiam.
so i ranted that " i purposely went to buy it ok.. and it's not a 80cents coffee that can be bought at kopitiam.. it's from mac!" yes.. i know a regular coffee bought from mac may not be a big deal as compared to those from Coffeebean or Starbucks.. but isn't the thoughts that counts..? so what if i really buy a 80cents coffee from any kopitiam.. didn't i need to make the effort to go and buy..? isn't 80cents consider money..? seriously i regretted buying the coffee to thank him.. and auntie sandee who didn't even bothered to help much still have to cheek to talk so much wth!

and during my lunch break which was around 3pm.. just when the fire in me dies down, they brought up the subject again. and they said jokingly that i have to treat coffees till it's 800bucks a bunch of nuts! well.. all i did was smile idiotically and eat my rice cos i was damn hungry.

why are they doing this when i just wanna thank someone..? is the cost really that significant..? and how much do i earn a month.. not even 500bucks and they dare to tell me to treat them 800bucks coffee..?! they should be grateful that i didn't ask them to treat!
they all ganged up against me.. i don't know if they treat this as a form of entertainment during work or what but it hurts and it makes me boils too.

told my mom about it the first thing i got home. so glad that i have somebody to talk to right at that moment. and she told me to tolerate. cos i have 5 more months to go.. i can't afford to offend anyone of them or they'll make my life a hell.. but it's so tiring to keep faking a smile on the face, pretend to joke when i don't intent to and please them.
guess i'll have internal bleeding soon...

and I miss you already

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