Sunday, April 27, 2008 Y
just went to check out the seat no. for the graduation ceremony.. cos i don't know where to check it out on the day it was released.. yea.. dumbass! kinda feeling weird thinking of seeing those friends once again. i don't know why.. i just got this indescribable feeling.
last saturday, out with wy & st to town and bugis. bought damn lots of stuffs.. 2 pairs of shoes, a clutch bag, a top.. woot! and today, out with wy. supposedly, were hunting for her shoes.. but i ended up buying a top. uh-oh.. spending money way before getting my pay.. how?!
work was alright. spent my friday checking in of music scores mainly for orchestra, piano and violin. kinda miss seeing those "beansprouts".. but they are so
so so chim! the music can go so fast till the notes has 6 beams! omg! they are all running notes and some of them can go up to 30 over pages O.O!
more and more work are coming. thursday had a 2 hours long meeting with deputy director, supervisor, 2 project leaders, 1 professional, my "nanny" and 1 staff. gonna be part of the ERM team.. hurhur! i just wanna be a ordinary staff for the time being.. why am i being part of the team when i'm just a new staff who merely worked for 2 weeks? i'm not mentally prepared. and beside that.. i'm in-charge of a major part of the project alone. yea.. no partner.. except my computer, marshmellows and me. guess they are trying to test my ability.. either i do a good job and i'll in-charge of more work.. or i do a bad job and they'll give me more work to train me. no matter what, they'll just increase my workload. but i hope, it's just my worries.
weird enough, despite all these stress piling up.. somehow i kinda look forward to going to work.. i wanna see if i up to their standards.. ha.. must be something wrong with my "screws & wires" lol
and I miss you already
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