Sunday, May 04, 2008 Y
yesterday out to shopping again. somehow it seems like my saturday-must-do ever since i started working.. well well.. bad habit! anyway.. it's a storewide sales at OG and BHG.. bought lots of stuffs.. hee!
work is getting a little boring to me.. i miss having the sense of satisfaction and excitment when i used to see my landscape designs and x'mas & cny decoration designs being implemented.. hur..
"nanny" was on mc on friday and i have nothing to do. nobody gave me anything to do even thought they knew i have finished my work. i guess either they were worried that i would mess up their work.. or they simply didn't dare to ask me to do work cos there was once, i sat at the head's table to work mainly because my computer couldn't load the file.. but not many people know the reason.
today out to visit grandma. she never fails to make me emo after seeing her.. not because of anything but because of the things that she said to me. alright.. basically revolving around uni, work and my future.
telling me that going oversea for a degree is better than studying locally cos when you returned with a degree.. you'll get more recognition, whereas if you study locally and graduated with a degree.. people around you wouldn't remember that you were degree holder cos my cousin is a good example.. but she has no idea getting to a local uni is tougher than getting to a oversea uni. no blames.. moreover.. getting a degree merely after 1 year of studies oversea is much more better than 4 years studies locally cos i'm a girl.. youth is precious.. lol!
and also told me to continue to work if it's good and don't go hopping around and if there's someone suitable.. just give it a try. ha.. too bad.. there isn't though i see yan dao everyday =p
oh ya.. big congrats to those who made it to the uni! time to think carefully and make wise decision le o! unfortunately, i didn't make it.. guagua.. come to think of it.. it's kinda wasted cos i have only applied for architecture and that's it. no other course, no other unis.. not even my dream course (yea.. architecture is not my dream course) cos i know where i stand.. heh.. and i guess mom was kinda relieved cos she didn't really want me to pursue a degree though she would still "sponsor" if i made it.
so now.. just have to earn my bucks.. try again next year? haha.. that depends on my job, pay and mood ba.. lol! for the time being.. $$$ comes first! =p
by the way..friends.. please let me know if you or your friends have Photoshop or Illustrator software ok..? care to lend? it's urgent.. any version is ok with me.. please.. it helps ALOT!Thanks a zillion!
and I miss you already
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