Friday, September 19, 2008 Y
bad day.
i have no idea where to start. was on the verge of crying today in the office.. i'm so sad till i couldn't fall asleep during my break though that was part of my daily routine.
ah~ it was all a misunderstanding.. miscommunication.. that's all! everything was fine for the past few weeks.. what happened? do you have to be so hurtful that you don't even accept my apology? i never wanted to be in the competition.. but i just couldn't help to be dragged into it due to circumstances and environment. you wanna win.. by all means.. take whatever glory you want.. i want none of those. i never wanted to outshine you, of cos not to mention using underhand methods. i'm not the one who can control the comments from the "heads", and that's the reason why i make sure i keep a distance with the "heads" because i don't wanna be accused of bootlicking. i just want to go to work, back from work and take my pay.. that's all. i kept giving in to you.. i'm just trying to lighten your load.. i don't even expect a thanks from you, but what i got was that i'm snatching your work. alright, i don't bother anymore, and then you said that you have too much.. then what do you expect me to do?
and I miss you already
10:41 PM