Friday, October 10, 2008 Y
alright.. let me see.. summary for this week. 1 word to describe all - sian.
yup.. that's the word. i'm so bored at work.
jiu jiu wo ba! well.. it's not that i have nothing to do, but it's just that it's kinda dead and sometimes it can only last for awhile and i'm there rotting. or else, to prevent myself from decaying there, i'll have to do my work very slowly which adds on to my boredom. started to wonder if i'm suited for that kind of si ban ban job. well.. to be honest, initially i really thought it should be okay.. maybe i'm wrong? am i still looking for the kind of flexibility and the sense of achievement that i can get from my past design work? mind wonders everywhere even when i'm doing work.. is this pros of cons of the ability to multi-task..?
so many questions huh? in fact, i have more. shall stop asking questions or else i'll soon become a "problematic girl" cos weeks ago, i actually bug my cateloguing trainer for 2 hours plus with questions.. purely questions raised by me.. hee..whatever it is.. ERM finally resumed. at least it did sort of add some spice to my boring routine. yea.. nothing much..
see what i mean by boring?!
i have every reasons for the things i did,
just because i know myself too well.
i thought i finally have the answer..
right on that very night.
but somehow you gave me another answer..
which left me dangling..
no where.
and I miss you already
11:30 PM