Sunday, August 14, 2011 Y
First day of the new sem wasn't too bad, at least it was one of the rare days when I was totally awake for the full 3 hours lecture. If only I can maintain this for the rest of the sem, but I don't think it's possible.
Though it was the first day of school, it was enough to add some load on my shoulder just by knowing the module outline.. lab test and oral assessment again~~ so worried for my calculations and units conversion *sigh*
Girls night out few hours back. Thanks so much for the present, touched that the girls always thought of my health. I know it's a headache and time-comsuming to think of and buy presents, next time can just make do with ang bao or voucher :)
Can't help but have a feeling that I'm old le. Probably because of long exposure to aunties and uncles, lecturers and staff, more social news instead of entertainment news, internet and radio have replaced variety shows and dramas, work and studies have replaced 90% of orchard. All these shouldn't be the life of a young adult isn't it?
Work - Drained due to the start of the new sem. Can't stand those people who kept coming up with excuses when it comes to work. Even made funny faces when superior was telling her to quickly complete those assignments on hand *roll eyes*
Then sit on those assignments on hand till the new assignment goes to somebody.. old school technique that I can already see through cos that "somebody" I mentioned was usually me *sigh*
Can't believe I told you the hard truth, but I just wanted you to know the reality and the expected episodes that will take place should you take that step cos to me, that's what a friend should do, to say the truth instead of honey-coating the words and going along with what was initially thought, even though clearly enough not the best choice for you.
我在想，如果偶尔把难过的，伤心的，生气的，压力的，累人的事情说出来，会好过一点还是会更难过？哭也哭过了，发泄也发泄过了，想不到还有别的办法了。 是值得的吗？
and I miss you already
1:27 AM
