Saturday, March 03, 2012 Y
Life has been pretty tough lately..
At work..
After the resignation of da jie, I was being bugged by MC as I was seen as the one being in the team for the longest time as compared to the others who joined after me. I hardly have time to clear my own stuff cos on-and-off she would come over to talk to me or otherwise tell me to go to her cubicle.
Remember I flared up on Thursday while having a discussion at her place with Haj. I was so pissed that I was busy since Monday for manning the e-resources inbox for 3 consecutive days and in between boss sent me assignments to work on which MC wasn't in the loop so she was unaware that I was occupied with other things and yet she claimed that we are holding on to the e-resources packages for too long and were mostly half-done. argh!
Though the team now has an addition of 4 members from the old team having merely 4 members to the current strength of 7 members, things didn't get better cos 3 "old bird" have to look after 4 "new birds"... tiring! No time for our own stuff cos we need to teach and QC their work as we are unaware of their capabilities and working style.
Gonna be on long leave for my exams soon and yet still have so many things not cleared.. haiz... I just want some peace at work..
At school...
A team of 6 members but with 1 missing sheep. No replies to email and smses, simply MIA. Asked her besties but seemed that she's helping her friend to keep things from us. Luckily the remaining 5 are quite cooperative though some didn't contribute but I guess I shall close one eye O.-
Really don't understand why some people can be so irresponsible.. need a lot of courage and ruthlessness to do so huh...
Now the problem is I'm not sure of the missing sheep will turn up on the day of the presentation, are we gonna prepare her speech or are we gonna cover her portion.. 很烦!
Because of these presentation and work, I have been in a highly tensed up condition. Heart rate is already higher than average and muscles are so tensed that sometimes I need to take muscle relaxant, I really hope things will get better real soon. So glad that somebody is there to cheer me on every night else I have no idea where to find the strength to handle all these..
So dear friends, when you feel that your world is falling apart and are on the verge of breaking down and giving up.. always remember that you are not the only one suffering.. Lets all hang in there and look forward to seeing rainbows after overcoming these obstacles ;)
and I miss you already
11:30 AM